Hot Enough
Like many women in LA who populate nail salons, stores, and hair removal shops (do they have a name?) on the weekends, I put my fair share of time and energy working on the upkeep. I’m not complaining about it. I understand it’s a personal choice to do the eyebrows and comparative bra shopping (and I’m not talking about price), and I know I don’t have to. I grew up around enough braless hairy women (mom) to understand the power of not giving a rat’s ass and I respect it. But that was in a hippy town in the 70’s. I now live in Los Angeles in the 21st century. Bill Maher once said that any woman would rather be considered “hot” than “smart” (though, I’m sure “hot and smart” might top the list for many). I suppose such is the nature of our consumer culture. If we have enough convenience, quantity, and sexual appeal all our problems will be solved and the gates of heaven will open up and bestow eternal youth and organic flour-free baked goods upon our exfoliated souls (I’m sorry, but the skin peel things is scary). I’m not saying that I agree with Bill Maher, but, for whatever reason (insecurity, fear, boredom), I’ve done my fair share of searching in the pursuit of “hotness”…
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Just for today, I’m hot enough.