Numbers…

Funny how when you don’t bring in a big steady paycheck, the numbers in your bank account get smaller…I’m beginning to feel some stress, confusion about how I’m going to support some important things, like my salsa shoe habit (and other things, like rent). Decisions, decisions…

Do I go back to Corporate America and deal with a culture that treats The Client like God and, yet, is willing to pay me enough for me to afford an HDTV, a Lasik surgery: Any cialis 20mg generika person, whether young or old, can have clear vision with this advanced Lasik surgery. So, it is better to go for a order cialis online checkup if the condition continues for more than two months. Sexually contiguous disorders can spread simply http://robertrobb.com/mccain-takes-aim-at-sequestration/ viagra samples online because of the dry, paled dermis identified in many victims suffering from diabetes. However, the risk of impotence was less common among men who consumed cheapest brand cialis moderate alcohol and who were taking heart medicines. new Marc Jacobs bag, and my habit of roaming insanely priced adorable boutiques? Or, say, “who needs that shit?” and resume my Marshall’s, Targae-loving (let’s face it, though…when will I not love that Target?! Never!), basic cable life for the overwhelming benefit of feeding my soul and pursuing my dream?!!!!!!! (an infinity of exclamation points!!!!!!)!!!!!!!!!

Like my Therapist says, it’s not Either/Or, but it feels that way to me.

Just for today, I can look at the numbers.