Courage

I told my friend the other day that I could probably sleep 30 Ugandan children in my apartment and, while crowded, they would probably have much more fun than I have ever had on any given night flipping through cable. It was then that I knew I need to stop living in my fortress and come out of hiding.

Some people hide behind careers, relationships, marriages, and lists of errands . I hide out literally. And I do this by spending all my time in an apartment of which no other living person has a key (more on that later). Most of the PE cases have underlying psychological problems such as depression, anxiety, stress and guilt feeling can affect erection process. sildenafil professional Medications such as cialis free consultation gives long lasting erection ability after consumption. There are a number of natural remedies which you can trust. viagra generika 50mg It mainly happens due to low stressful lifestyle, unhealthy eating, relationship conflicts, http://icks.org/n/data/ijks/1482456154_add_file_4.pdf cheap sildenafil anxiety etc. Right when I had the Ugandan epiphany, I also realized that I wasn’t keeping any dangerous people out, but locking the real crazy in.

So…amazingly, I’m starting a relationship (I think..pretty sure) and for the first time in my life I refuse to approach it with fear and skepticism, like another battle in the gender wars, but with courage and defenselessness. Which, for me, is like deciding to talk backwards all day (“you..are…how”). Not to sound like the voice over of the last scene of a Hollywood cheezefest (does The Notebook appeal to anyone), but it takes more courage to believe in love (boy, that DOES sound cheezy!), than to do other things, like, scuba dive with sharks, or jump out of airplanes, or start wars with countries for no apparent reason, or write blogs, or check my e-mail for the eight millionth time that day.

Just for today, I can have courage.