Comic, Playwright, Non-Essential Artist

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Boring Existential Blog

I’ve already flaked on my own promise to blog everyday. At least I’m honest about it. I could go and post retroactively about what a blissfully lazy Sunday I’m having watching 80’s movies. But no, my new commitment is to embrace pointless honesty for the sake of redeeming the fact that I woke up at a quarter to 11:00 today…(good thing I don’t have a job to go to).

Speaking of which, I’ve also decided to embrace unemployment. After all, there’s really no need to descend into an Existential What Is My Life Purpose? Identity Crisis because – let’s face it – I’ve lived there for the last thirteen years. If you think you might online levitra tablet , you will get now levitra. Follow the above ayurvedic remedies cialis uk and guidelines to remove and protect infections, such as leucorrhea. Generally, a single 100 mg tablet cialis 60mg unica-web.com is enough to allow an erection. Are you sick of constantly being forced to buy a cheaper, more dangerous fake version of their trusted cialis sales uk. Existential What Is My Life Purpose? Identity Crisis has been my identity – job or no job, boyfriend or no boyfriend. I’ve spent so much time searching my soul that I’ve managed to methodically organize it with the same obsessive energy that I’ve applied to my closet. If I need to find my yoga pants, I’m not going stand there and cry about the utter impermanence and seeming futility of life. I’m just going to open the bottom drawer, pull them out, and ask myself where I get off advertising my booty flab to the world…

It’s not just that I’m too old for the twenty-something existential drama (although, I am), but at this point in my self-absorbed life, I have to admit to myself that all my worrying and whining has really just been an unconvincing foil to avoid the unavoidable C-word…Commitment.

And, like all self-manufactured drama, even existential fretting gets boring (actually, it’s especially boring all the time).

Just for today, I can embrace my unemployed life.

One thought on “Boring Existential Blog

  • Your identity is not in your job, or your blog and certainly not any man in your life. It is your wit, your love, your dance, the fire in your heart and the starshine in your eye- all of it, ire and joy, is the wonderful presence that is you. You are one of the lights that makes this world bright.
    Keep up the good work!
    Thanks,
    Karl
    PS- Maybe after Christmas you can show me the laundry / coffee house. Sounds like a good show. K

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