Desperation: The Day I Try to Find God
Today is the day I’m going to try and find God (for lack of a better word…I actually associate words like “God” and “Freedom” with a deceitful, media-spinning, miliatary state, and body bags, but I don’t really have time to make up new corny words for so we’ll just pretend that “God” sits well with me)…
ANYWAY!…as you can see, I’m off to a pretty sad start. Finding God…hmmmm, small project really, after I sweep my hallway and stare at the bags under my eyes that emerged from a house guest who snored so loud it sent freight trucks through my REM (not the band, the state of mind that keeps me sane)…Anyway, now I’m sleep deprived, depressed, and I’m going to find God, so that I can leave my apartment.
So far, the only thing that I have found that resemble a “higher power” in my life (I’m going for corny and broke) are my good decisions; to exercise, put away my shoes and books, eat veges, say “please,” and “thank-you.” But that’s not divine, that’s like the common sense I was taught in Kindergarten. Maybe my Kindergarten teacher was secretly God?
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Just for today, I appreciate anyone who hung in there with me… (thank you 😉